dis is going to be one of my no link post..coz watever i'm going to write later will nt have any linkage at all ....
haiz.. seriously speaking i reali dunnoe wat's wrong with mi...i seens to be so easily affected by watever little things u said or do.. i dunwan to be in tat way coz it's seems tat u're kinda pissed off when i shown it out tat i'm nt happi... was i thinking to0 depth into small issue or u're just nt sensitive enough to mi... sometimes all i wan was a little msg from u telling mi tat u just woke up or asking mi wat i'm doing.. it's makes mi feel tat i do exist n u do tot of mi..but when u can just let my fone be silent for the whole day i felt as if i'm nothing to u... i dunwan u to call mi or msg mi every now n then . i dunwan to control ur life... i'll be satisfied as long as u're reali happi when we are together..but on the other hand maybe i'm reali asking to0 much... no point trying to shout at mi asking mi how i reali feels or questioning mi why i'm reacting in such irritating mananer, u will onli tends to hurt mi even more.. how do u expect mi to say i feel tat i'm being inorged when u will onli reply mi with, "fine then i shall stay at home wholeaday n onli mit u" u're just making mi feel tat i'm such a control freak who destroy ur life making ur life so meaningless... tat not wat i wan... i noe i'm always making u fustrated with mi i dunwan to0..but i'm so totally taken over by the emotions within mi tat i react in ways tat i dun reali wan to0..
I noe u're reali go0d to mi le.. i noe i'm asking to0 much..please dun ever feel tat u're nt go0d coz i believe it's mi who thinks to0 much... i hate myself for behaving in such way ..
I tink it's PMS tat causing mi to feel n tink so much..but i always tink alots... y...y...y..
*becoz u love tat person tat y u'll tends to expect m0re from tat person but wat if expection onli makes u sad; dun expect wat ppl can give u, give them wat u can..n makes it counts from the heart.*
*sometimes little things said or done can touches one heart for a lifetime....*
