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Thursday, December 29, 2005

oh well oh well..guess wat.. my dear min ru has offered dis chance to mi to write abt myself..haha.. lucky huh..coz onli 5 lucky (or shld i said unlucky??) person will be picked to perform dis task.. okok since i'm so nice haha i shall play along with her ba..
Rules or rather the task is to juz write down 5 facts abt urself..and dis is when the tactful part comes... I DUN EVEN NOE MYSELF WELL!!!! i dunnoe wat i reali wan, wat i hopes for... haiyo.. min ru ar min ru.. thank lei...but aniway i'll try my bery best to do so.. if my dear frds whom see dis realised i wrote wrongly abt myself ..please help to adjust my mindset.. thankz.. ok so here it's goes...:
  1. sensitive: well well i always has this ablilty to able to understand the mind of someone. sensitive to wadever small movements or words they say. but i wun let them n0e i n0e wat they discussing or planning to do.. haha.. ok it's not reali an 100% confirm feel but most of the times it's correct.
  2. Confusion: i'm always in confusion.. not knowing wat i wan to do.. sometimes when i get it plan le then after awhile i will tink back and hey is dis wat i reali wan?? i dun reali stand firm on my decision.. i chose to follow the majority..
  3. rubbish: hahaha.. i tends to talk lots of rubbish.. it's natural cant help it..haha.. frds are so amused by my crapz..haha( is it?? ) i tink so... i like to fantasy abt my future . i used to ponder on bed abt wat happened after my last breathe. where i'll be wat will happened to the ones by my side.. N i'll found myself feeling sad or fear over tis topic...(dudz)
  4. piyos-siao: PIYOS!!! yes i love them.. simply CUTE!!.. ppl asscoiate mi with piyos.. it ok they are cute.. when i haf my own hse i'm gonna reserved 1 room to put all my piyos..hahaha..
  5. stuck: why stuck..haha well i juz cant move on when sometimes hurting happened to mi.. my age moves on, my body my health anithing everyting, but the scar in my heart those tearful mermories juz flashes past my mind times to times.. ya i'm refering to tat inccident..tat.. haiz although things seems fine n0w as though we were all the same but the road tat differ us still makes mi realise tat the inccident has made us different..

okok.. i reali dunnoe how to tell abt myself.. maybe wat i wrote dun reali even tally....but told u le... i dunnoe.. i'm trying hard to find back the peiru i lost few years back.. wait for mi... i'll be back... oh ya.. deciding not to pass dis to anione.. i dunnoe hu to pass to..haha cant find 5 person..shit.. haha.. anione hu interested , JUST DO IT! haha..

Sunday, December 25, 2005

yesterday was christmas eve so today is CHRISTMAS!!!! Merry Christmas everyone!!
hmmm h0w i celebrate lsat nite.. nthing much la... went to clarke quay with ah na, ah wee, stephanie, ah wee's frd and of coz my dear dear... went to the Fish Tales to ate our dinner... the main course was quite alrite but the desserts... wow supreme! especially the chocolate favour ones... so tasty... delicious... gd gd.. after tat we went to mount faber for the countdown... tot there will be fireworks but...nahz NOPE... so sad... took a few fotos... ya and i meant a few..haha coz nthing reali much to take.. the christmas tree at mount faber stood tall and glamouring.. but it was too high up so kinda hard to take a foto with it.. so i onli took a pic of that tree itself... ah na wanted to sit cable car..haha mi n0 way! i dun dare lo..please i have no secure nor confidence with tat one string supporting the box...haha.... oh ya i saw Mr Desmond Ng... cool he's still such a perfect and great teacher to mi... or i shld say more like a frd... guess he's the best teacher ! hehehe.. took his hp no. hopes to stay in contact...haha... went hm at ard 12plus.. after which went to mit dear dear's frds.. we went to 201 to eat.. guess wat.. saw Dawei n Yilin they all..haha... surprise surprise.... haiz... so long neber see dawei liaoz... he's still the same.. but dunn0e lei like we aint tat close palz animore.... hmmm hopes next year will be more better for mi ba.... as for n0w enjoys the FEW photos i took ba...
Thursday, December 22, 2005

我不知道开心是甚么,

讨厌自已

我不快乐....
Friday, December 16, 2005

days passes by as usual... oh haha wed was my korkor ah tai bdae but i actualli forget abt it..haha.. and today is linyu's bdae.Happi 20th Birthday Linyu!!! .. linyu was my frd since pri sch..haha i tink she's the onli one whom i'm still in contact with frm pri sch till now... i've seen her change and of coz i knew tat i've change too.. everyone changes...that growing up..
oh mine year 2005 is coming to an end soon... i felt times passes fast.. i had wanted to enagage with dear next year coz i'll be 21yrs old. but n0w i felt so insecure of making dis decision.. not becoz i dun love him.. but i juz dun feel tat he is mature enuff yet... haiz... so confused hor... haiz..
'He' called mi last nite... althought we dint have a long chat but i juz cant smiling. luckily dear dint come my hse last nite..haha.. oopz... he's n0w in NS liaoz.. i dunn0e y but sometimes wat he said reali makes mi wonder if it's real... i've tried to get him out of my head but sometimes it juz return.. might be miting him dis sunday... but i reali dunnoe if i reali able to pluck my courage to mit him ma.. so afraid of miting him yet i miss him so much.. haiz ..
christmas drawing near too i've no ideal wher i wan to go on christmas eve or christmas... i wan to dress nicely and maybe go for a romantic dinner..but then again i dunnoe if i reali wan to do that... cant make up my mind.. haha.. dudz! well shall let time decide for mi ba... frds do ask mi out.. my life is getting bored... haha...
Monday, December 12, 2005

last weekends was enriching... especially sat... i went to the best chinese band grp Wu Yue Tian's concert... it was reali great... i enjoyed myself thruout the whole concert... not to mention tat all of the fans including mi were standing all the way frm the start till the end.. everyone was jumping waving swinging with the beat... screaming for them.... they are reali so talented... esp ah shin.. he's so0o000 CUTE! and he sings bery well.. all theirs songs were so touching and meaningful... the aspect of life frdship everyting aniting they juz managed to write it into theirs songs and spread to touches everyone's heart.. i cant say wat songs of theirs is my fav.. coz all theirs songs are juz too great.. i love them all. . .was kinda sad as theirs previous last 2 concert i dint went... flora xiuling xiujun they said the previous 2 was better... but i'l make sure i'll give my full attendance for their 4th, 5th and watever concert they going to have in the future... simply great.. so memerised by them.. esp when the concert ended flora and mi rush all the way to the front to take the upclose looks of them.. 'guai shou' wave to flora..man i bet she going to talk abt it till their next concert... haha.. reali enjoyed myself.. after the whole ting reali ended mi flora n xiuling still linger at the max pavilion.. guess all of us were still hock by mayday tat we dint reali wanted to head hm yet.. stay ther and chat will 4am..hahha.. but was nt tired at all...
sunday... was actually planning to go birdpark with the ruanster.. but last min change of plan... well indeed i was kinda disappointed ... but nvm la i understand their reasons.. so we change to mit up at pasir ris park instead.. haha overall everyting was as crappy and nonsense as usual.. but still topic often link to ruan, to miss D. haha... we stayed ther frm 12pm to ard 5plus before we leave to yiling's hse and bathe.. wat to do we were so hot and sticky.. cant stand eating dinner together feeling so disgusting..haha.. ate dinner at eastpoint.. supposed to mit zhongxiao and minru but both not free so guess haf to wait till the next outing liao...
nw my arms are feeling so suan frm the mayday concert.. but i dint regret giving in my all energy to it.. Yeah! cheers for Mayday!!! love them! great!!!
Monday, December 05, 2005






words can never means aniting more than these!!!!

Ruanster...juz wanna say.. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!