shall try to line up wat happened briefly...
was given 2 weeks time but in the end used onli 1 week n a day.. did i made my choice or was it him whu help mi chose... when love is gone hate replace it... he hates mi.. well expected... dint reali wan things to turn out to be lidat.. but... haiz... feel tat things are already n0t under my control.. dunn0e wat ppl are thinking of yet still find myself trying t0 figure out their thoughts.. they may seems mi bad, heartless fickle-minded... dun0e wat the problem with mi i also dunwan to be lidat one.. n0w neither we are frds n0r are we foes.. we understand each other alots.. i believe he agrees with mi.. we reali do n0e each other well but n0w yet we are complete strangers... juz like elva song : Zhui Shou Xi De Mo Sheng Ren..: haha.. haiz ..
ok ther are of coz happi period t0o. dear was always there t0 cheer mi up.. sometimes seeing him i juz feel happi liaoz.. but sometimes also bec0z of him i feel troubled..haha.. when u love someone u wan to be with him/her, but when u 2 r together u fear of losing one another.. n0 defination f0r love.. some says l0ve is selfish, some says l0ve is great..coz if the one u happi is happi u willing t0 let g0.. but when u reali l0ve tat person cant u reali let g0 easily?? haha..
t0ld ken wat happened.. kinda knew he kn0w abt it.. but to my HORROR, he kn0w m0re than wat to meets the eyes.. does he reali n0e or was he juz trying to pull it off..dunn0e.. nid an answer , i muz kn0w huever tell him so mani.. if it;s reali her, i dunn0e h0w i will feel.. sad?? maybe.. afterall i always treated her as a close frds, someone whom i always relate my problem to, my secret.. at times when i feel tat i dunwan to tell her something but in the end i failed.. i'll end up telling her.. dunn0e y ..
later dunn0e miting ken ma.. want t0 mit dear.. haha my stupid idiotic deardear...hahaha.. f
FInally.... finally.. dreams do come true...
*wo yao kuai le*
