Thursday, February 16, 2006
valentine has pass...haiz..nothing special has happened.. but shocking to say dear brought mi a $400plus SK necklace..i'm supposed to be bery happi...but no.. n0t mainly becoz i dun reali likes the design..but.....haiz... does it reali take more wat it seems to reali understand someone..juz wat the problem was... everyones telling mi to make the rite choice..but truthfully speaking , sometimes i dun even n0e if 'he' is reali the rite one... we did seems to understand each other but on the other hand my mind tends to wander and question myself... do i reali understand u.. maybe i do maybe i dun...still feeling so uncertain of some questions..but i juz dint wan to bring it up... was i tinking to0 much...u do makes my day happi..i loook forward to see u everyday despite the fact tat i'm s00ooo tired.. but when i'm all alone i'm worried.. fearing tat maybe things were not wat we seen. maybe i juz nid m0re time to understand u... even if u chose to deceive mi..than please deceive mi forever... sometimes n0t knowing anithing might be better... argh i sound so stupid.. i n0e i tink alot but tat mi... i wish things could be simple .. i juz wan to be happi .. are u my happiness??
