i wanna fall sick..i wanna stay at hm.. i dunwanna do anithing.. i juz wan to be alone.. this week has being a tring week for mi .. ...
i'm getting lost.. happiness?? haha wat that? it's drifting away frm mi..so far away.. i feel so irritated when i saw him. i dunnoe wat's wrong.. i dun wish to mit him.. yet i can onli try to act as if i do.. so xin ku.. in fact i rather see 'him' then my him... gosh wtf. i wanna break free..i wan freedom...i miss him..onli when i see him i feel happi..dunnoe y .. things seems impossible but that wat i'm feeling rite now.. thinking of him.. no one else.. but does he feel the same.. haiz...when come to a part where love has stop and faded the onli way is to let go..but i cant even let go.. for i haf no choice. i cant make my choice..! i cant.. will i ever regret if that day come or i will juz live in guilt.. .
do i reali noe wat i wan who i need? is that anione who can truly understand mi..i'm so lost,..so troubled...
