i haf resigned to life..my life juz sucks.. i dunnoe y..i juz dun feel that i'm the usual mi animore...no sense of security in my life...my future seems so blur..i dunnoe wat i wan...my life is juz a rountine...wake up go work after work is hm. eat dinner watch tv slp..lame!!!! i dun seems to be able to rest at al.. sat still haf work. after work find place to go if not lame at tamp or hm. sun worst still haf to go for my ruan practise..everyday haf to wake up earli..been so long since i woke up in the afternoon time liao.. well not saying that i'm lazy juz tat i wish i can slack for maybe a week??? hahaha...dream on..
but quite happi la coz year end going to spain.. hopefully will be as fun as last time trip to jap... reali hopes that my frds,xiuling flora can go too.. now we onli nid to pay for our own air ticket i think shld not be a big prob ba.. but haiz after this year end trip i tink that most of my ruan kakis will be going for practise often liaoz.. quite sad but even if practise as usual my kakis not ard i go down i also feel sianz.. hopefullli the 10th anniversary performace will went out well.. cant wait for the new costumes to be out and also the whole performance of hoe it;s going to turn out into... haha...
hopefulli this weekend wun be tat lame for mi liao.. muz find someting to do.. later goin to visit my dear eileen. poor ger still in hopsital hopes she faster discharge. i wan to go do reboudning i wan to de my hair.. hahaha...
guess that all blog again when i feel like ba.. haha..
