i"m officially 20 liaoz.. erhz.. dun reali likes but i cant control.. after 20 i feel that time will pass faster and i will somhow feel that hey i'm getter older cant keep playing ard liaoz.. so sad.. but nvm i'll maintance a young heart.. *yeah* tis year bdae as expected was nth special.. hehe as wat i tot *he* reali dint remember until my bdae eve when ah na and ah wee brought a bdae cake for mi then he remember.. hahaha..but it's ok i dun blame him nor angry at him at all..coz even mi myself dun reali feel anithing for this day . dint have lots of present but quite a number of ppl sent msg or called to wich my hapi bdae..not bad not bad still got ppl rememeber.. hahaha...
hmmm feel that june i will be bery busy. guess i got to plan nicely my time to get enuff rest.. so easily tired nowadays. used to be able to stay up till 3-4am, but now after 11pm i'll feel so slpy.. guess i'm old liaoz .. heez...
t0day went for the ruan meeting.. well suppose to be practise then meeting but miss ding was not back yet and is new score so mi and meiqi decide not to bring our ruan along. hehe.. quite an exciting meeting lo.. tok abt Spain trip thingy.. wah so expensive to go but i reali hopes tat we can find ppl to sponser us.. and i hope my frds they can go too.. if reali going i'll be celebrating my christmas there and new year there too..so Excited..going to be my 1st white christmas.. oh i juz cant stop thinking of it.. but it's also means i have to abandon him and he go thru these festival without mi.. oh that one thing i cant bear to... haiz.. if onli he can go.. but if he go i wun be able to enjoy so much with my frds coz i wan to accompany them too.. hmmm so fan.. well let see if we can go Spain 1st ba.. i noe he dote on mi he dun mind all these abandoning thing de.. (-_^) was toking abt ghost stories after we discuss on Spain thing.. eerkz all those toks made my hair stand.. so scary sia.. but still wan to listen.. haha...eErk!!!
whoo~time for dinner liaoz...



